RANTS

This few days have been a whirlwind of emotions- mainly unpleasant ones.
I keep telling myself that I have no reason to be cranky.
And yet I still find myself getting irritated by every single thing.

I just seem like an ungrateful brat.
So many things I want to do this year and yet I'm still moving in low gear.
I should ace this prostate cancer lit review and yet I'm unmotivated to do it.

Surinder said I'm expecting a lot out of you because I think you're very bright.
Well, I think she was disappointed with my lousy lit review on the vegetarian women.
I don't feel bright at all.

I wanted to serve in church but I missed church last Sunday because I was too tired and didn't feel well.
What's wrong with me?
Where's the motivation?

To ace placements to do well to not be bothered by unnecessary stuff to be less self absorbed to be kinder to love him more to excel to make my mom proud to graduate to have an awesome 2008.

this is stupid

I'VE NEVER BEEN MORE HOMESICK THAN NOW

I want to go home.

Chinese New Year in Newcastle is like no chinese new year at all.

No family reunion dinner with steamed fish and chicken.
No annoying CNY music albums released by young little kids and old old singers.
No CNY decorations.
No red packets filled with money.
No pineapple tarts, kuih kapit and ba gua.


Stupid cooking for one or two course that I may not get to do.

Stupid Newcastle.
Stupid everything.

Quoting mercy me , I've never been more homesick than now.


Btw, happy Chinese New Year.

LIGHT BULB MOMENT 2

Light bulb moment : HERE

I think I screwed up my clinical paper. =(
I'm not kidding.
Not in the mood for anything else.